It's my life

( Am I priority or an option? Cuz I'm a walking legacy )

DD-chan's PokéPet

Tadahiro the level 43 Tangela!

Previous comments deleted 6/25/08

Great my boobs hurt. I'm probably going to have my period soon. But... OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

*deep breath*

OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


WHY NOW? I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED THIS DAMN FUCKING ESSAY YET? UGH. STUPID BODY.

JUST WHAT I NEED TO GET RID OF MY HEADACHE. WATCH STEPHEN BE ALL GAY WHILE HE'S DANCING. *srsly amused*

*back to Spanish hw* I'll answer to comments on LJ later *too tired* Maybe I'll post a ficlet... or not. *too tired srsly*

Dude.... It's only been a few hours and ALREADY I'm listening to Christmas music, bought gifts for a couple of friends, AND thought of how I'm going to be decorating the apartment since in case you didn't know I'm always the one to go crazy over Christmas in my family. Ha, kinda weird with the shittiness that exists but hey I still try.

Huh, weird. usually I wait a couple days before this. Oh wells.

Also note to self, hate on malls and all forms of shopping more than ever as well as feel odd spells of claustrophobia over the small cramped spaces that exist in the shops such as Claire's and KB Toys. It helps distract from self-disgust and astonishment over how people can become so stupid and materialistic over clothes, electronics, and a fucking bus seat when a three year old baby is sleeping there. Gosh, grow some you fucktards.

Also WHAT'S WITH THE SPEAKING SO SLOWLY TO ME ENGLISH?! JUST BECAUSE I LOOK HISPANIC and in fact am, DOES NOT AUTOMATICALLY MEAN THAT I DO NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH. WHAT. THE. FLYING. FUCK.

Author: DayDreamer64
Note: Life... has been shitty. And I've got to write. Been writing freestyle in my notebook for the past two days. While that happened a lot of fanfiction and fiction was written, ranging from fluff to angst. These were inspired by the old 15_minute_fic prompts I missed. And yes, more fanfiction to come tomorrow- mostly in the Pokemon fandom. Gosh that fandom will never grow old on me.


Title: Threshold
Fandom: Original
Pairing: Lynette/Iona
Prompt:Screen
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Word count: 347
Summary: She's just standing outside. Waiting. But she doesn't know for what.
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. All characters are mine, don't take.

( And I'll stand here all night waiting for you )



Title: Uncertainty
Fandom: Original
Pairing(s): Lynette/Iona, Lynette/Ilene, implied Iona/Lynette/Illene
Prompt:Regret
Genre: ANGST
Rating: PG
Word count: 331
Summary: It's been too long
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. All characters are mine, don't take.

( This isn't wrong, this is right. )



Title: Three Little Words
Fandom: Original
Pairing: Alex(ander)/Tristan
Prompt: Infected
Genre: cavity inducing Fluff
Rating: PG
Word count: 268
Summary: "I love you."
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. All characters are mine, don't take.

( One of these days... )



Title: Contradictions
Fandom: Pokemon
Pairing AshxMisty
Prompt: Tin
Genre: Implied romance
Rating: PG
Word count: 276
Summary: Misty's running herself up a wall
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. Characters belong to Pokemon.

( If I think this, I'll think that and if I think that, I'll think... that. )

I feel like shit and I keep getting urges to go throw up so listening to romantic music and watching romantic videos is exactly what I need for my dead brain and my needy heart~♥






*cough* This never happened.

Does no one really understand me right now? Does no one even want to make the attempt? Does anyone even bother reading this? No, I get the feeling they don't even when they do. The only comfort I have now is my own self and it's enough right now. I've said it before and I'll say it again I need no one but myself sometimes. I can handle things well on my own. Others can bring out the worst and the best in me but the fact still remains:

( I'll repeat this for ages )


I can repeat this for lines and lines now (read between them or if not you've got bold to help you out). Does no one really get it? I'm tired. My head aches and both my stomach and my mind cannot handle anything right now. Do you not realize that I'm not you? Do you have any idea of who I am really? I am not an object. I'm a being that feels and can react. I can be a bitch, I can be a whore, I can be a slut, I can be horrible, I can be stupid, I can be emo, I can be suicidal, I can be as sick of a twisted fuck as you are but the key word here is can. Answer me this: Am I?

You don't get it. You never will. So stop lying.

My brother brought something up today that was a little interesting...

Bro: What do you want for Christmas?
DD: Huh?
Bro: You know besides a new Macbook. A camera? A game? What?
DD: I told you I want "The House of Leaves," and "Moby Dick" or maybe some stationary supplies
Bro: ...Why can't you be normal?
DD: o.O;;?
Bro: Seriously other teenagers ask for cameras and stuff but you? You ask for a book and nothing else. ¿Por qué no eres una niña normal?

( And it's hard at the end of the day, I need some distraction. )

Title: In the Dark
Author: DayDreamer64
Fandom: X/1999 small reference with xxxHolic
Pairing/Character(s): Kakyou, mentions of Hokuto, /Kamui/ and Tomoyo if you squint.
Prompt: Gateway
Genre: mild Angst/General
Rating: PG
Word count: 309
Summary: He is the dreamer
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. Characters belong to CLAMP.
Note: Obsession? I think not.

( Speak no feeling no I don't believe you/You don't care a bit/ You don't care a (you don't care a) bit )

Title: Perfect Wonder
Author: DayDreamer64
Fandom: Tokyo Babylon
Pairing/Character(s): implied SeixSub
Prompt: Coffee
Genre: General
Rating: PG
Word count: 305
Summary: Subaru wonders just who this man is.
Diclaimer Any similarity with real life is PURELY coincidental. Characters belong to CLAMP.
Note: I missed writing some SeixSub fic and so here is this little ficlet for 15_minute_fic as usual~♥

( The more I see, the less I know/ The more I like to let it go/ Hey oh, whoa )